And I've had SO many beginnings. That's OK though...as long as I never give up. Starting over again is a sign that I'm still trying, and that's pretty good. What's that quote from National Treasure (which is supposedly a quote from Thomas Edison)? Something about Edison finding a thousand ways that the light bulb would not work...but it was OK because all he needed was to eventually find just one way that did work. And that's how I feel...maybe I've just found a thousand, or maybe even a million ways for my weight loss not to work. But I'm on the brink of finding that way...I will find that one way. I will lose weight, dammit! I am going to go hop on the scale in a minute and report what it says on here. I am absolutely the worst in keeping up with blogs but I think it will help to actually keep with it this time. I'm going to weigh in every Saturday (because today is Saturday) and also post what I'm eating, how I'm exercising, etc. So that's it! Expect an edit shortly :)
EDIT:// Ok, so the scale read......drumroll please.....248.5! I weigh 248.5 pounds which is my heaviest weight EVER. I never in a million years thought I would weigh this much. Whenever I was in the 190s, I thought that I would never be in the 200s, and then when I was in the 200s, I thought oh I will never go above 210...and so on. This was back in college by the way. In the past few years I've crept up to the 230s which I thought was so huge...and now close to 250??? I don't know how this happened but obviously something needs to change. Just typing this up is helping though...I'm just putting it out there, I can't really hide from it anymore. I've gotta find that something within me, that something that will finally kick my butt into changing things. So anyway, for lunch I had two grillers, which are veggie burgers. Tonight I'm making either stir fry or tacos. I guess it would help to type up some sort of plan, and then I could report if I'm sticking to that plan. That will be the next post. Until next time :)
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